Thursday, December 8, 2011

Opening our heart




Today I've realized that I am more open to receiving love and giving unconditional love to all sentient beings. It is cloudy and confuse state that we traverse when we in the illusions of our ego. Everything that we see in our mind's eye doesn't connect us to who we truly are, our spirit and consciousness doesn't resonate to oneness when we are in this separation or egoic self. Knowing that we are all part of all that is, and operating from this intention we become more aware of our state and present moment. Be loved and enjoy the precious times that we are here!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Monday, October 24, 2011

Gentle loving kindness




Today I've realized that the core issues of pain body is not having gentle loving kindness towards our selves. We are so hard on ourselves that we become blind to all the illusions in our head and that leads us to identify with our thoughts and emotions. Our thoughts and emotions is just like clouds in the sky, they are passing away and beyond these clouds is a clear sky. Our body holds the vibrations of our thoughts and emotions whatever frequency they are vibrating. When we align ourselves with positive energy our cells create beauty and harmony within our cellular consciousness. When we become unconscious and get stuck with negative energy, we attract chaos and conflict. Our fields of space within dictates our fields of physical manifestations.

Gentle, loving and kindness towards our selves create unconditional love, inner peace, joy, bliss and abundance, let us take the time and space for these manifestations in our lives.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Friday, July 29, 2011

Family are treasures!



Attended a family's wedding party of my nephew in Ottawa and it was the most fun loving experience of my lifetime. They were so hospitable and took me to all the places that I wanted to see and more. There is no price for these experiences of my lifetime, treasures for sure!

These are moments that we need to create in our present moment to truly love unconditionally without any judgements to others who are suffering in their own little world. When we are about love, we bypass others petty stuff, we see beyond the negative actions and other harmful thoughts. Family is always not perfect but we unconsciously choose other members to learn spiritual lessons in this lifetime. They are the Sacred contracts of our souls to learn and grow towards unconditional love and forgiveness. When we become the observant of others and our behavior, we don't react to negative situations but totally come from the level of understanding and kindness. Thank you my family for teaching me all these virtues and lessons in life, you made me a diamond in a rough.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Where did time go?



Today as I reflect on my youngest boy Tristan, I am still in shock that he's graduating in Gr 12, how did this happen? It's just like yesterday that I had him in my arms, caring and loving every moments with his presence. Life is really too short to have these memories tucked away from my memory data bank and wake up to find that your loved ones are not in that physical reality anymore but had moved on forward with their chosen lives.

Mothers are really sweet roles in this lifetimes, we gather these sweet and bitter memories deep within our hearts, memories and souls. We love to see our children grow and be free spirit yet there is this longing that you want them to be always in your presence. Whatever brings them joy, love and peace in this lifetime, mothers are continually loving them unconditionally through all the years of existence.

Children are blessings from God whoever God is for you, for they are the extensions of my soul's desires and my inspiration in living a blissful life. Thank you for all the children of this world for without them there will be no unconditional and compassionate love to share and fill our hearts and souls and without them there is no me:)

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Enjoying life



When you become align to all that is, life becomes just is. Going with the flow with what is given to you and not resisting the force of life. There is always the ebb and flow of life like ups and downs but what is important is that you become the observant of this emotional roller coaster and soon you will find out that there is no attachments to these emotions but be the creator of what you want to happen in your realities. There is no more drama but just is, giving and receiving love from others and sharing your gifts to the world. Living in this field of love, inner peace is truly what bliss is. Grounding your existence, while in the vibrations of love and light, making things happen right before your eyes are miracles in every breathe that you take. Awesome life we live, enjoy and relax to the heart beats of your dance!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Friday, June 17, 2011

Yoga and Tantra Dance



Today I've realized that I have not written in my hummingbird's blog as I went into deeper reflection of what I really want to do and be in this soul journey. As I evolve in this multi-dimensional space of love and light, I become more grounded than ever before. I found myself exploring the hidden truths of my existence. I became uninhibited, sensual more erotic being and expression of my self and emerge as this erotic goddess of Tantra while dancing in the rhythm of Shakti music. Deep within me is the fire of this dance and the practice of Hatha yoga as well as sharing this healing meditation became the guiding compass of my truth. This is the grounding force of my creation and igniting the fire within this goddess, I open and shine into this beautiful creation.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Friday, April 29, 2011

Tsunami of emotions



As I reflect on what happen this month of April, I realized just like the Tsunami that hit Japan I was going through the same emotional chaos of my life. How my family in my home was taken away from me and now I only had the three cats in my abode. Wow! this is definitely life changing, in a blink of an eye life was changed. What did I learn from this lesson? That nothing is permanent and emotions is just is, ride with it and gently go with the flow, because this is going to clear what your heart desires is and create expansion in your heart space. Surround yourself with people that loves you for who you are and don't listen to others opinions of you.

Wisdom is not allowing thoughts that will harm you, knowing that I love myself so much that I will not put attention to people that will drain or suck my energy. Focus on what I want to create and love myself for who I am.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Keep the fire burning





This month is quite an amazing shift for me and my heart is on fire to assist in shifting others in these chaotic times of our lifetimes. I found that if you focus on your inner light, you will find yourself centered and balance in the midst of chaos and fear. This is the fearless path of a spiritual warrior. You can't take everything personally, we are here as an observant of what is happening in our external life. The secret lies inside your heart space and continually being alert, awaken and align to your own consciousness. Be in the moment of love and you will magnify your essence and attract expansion of your light.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbir

Friday, March 11, 2011

healing for humanity



Today as we experience the sufferings in Japan, I sit here in my computer reflecting on my soul journey and ask myself, what can I contribute as a conscious human being to alleviate fear and pain? My consciousness speaks of love and light, I'm on fire to serve our humanity to share my experience of the angels realm and the gifts to know that the angels are here.

This month I opened my soul to this journey of helping others be on fire with love in their hearts. We are all vessels of love and light, let us open our hearts to this space and connect without a doubt that we are here for a bigger purpose.The angels are here waking us up to what is real, important, and truth. Listen to your hearts desires and follow your path of light!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Friday, February 4, 2011

What Egypt symbolizes?



How do you feel about the war in Egypt? Do you feel energetically link to this negative vibrations of the energetic field that are now happening within our own consciousness level of vibrations? These are questions that are a part of my souls consciousness and what my soul is saying is that Egypt per say has this embedded in their land, history and evolution to be in this space of chaos. In a paradoxical world we live in, this is actually a breakthrough to release all that is not of light and to awaken to our truth. Releasing what is not of love and allow the power of soul to heal our illusion of separation into the power of light and love.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Write from the heart!



I'm working currently on my book "Star Lotus" and as I try to edit the book I found myself writing more so I guess this is an ending process of writing but I'm truly loving it. It has become a part of me that I can't live without. It's quite funny how I evolve to be a writer because at first I will discredit myself and say to be a writer needs a background in Journalism, a professional per say. Then, I started having dreams about my brother Manuel who passed away 14 yrs ago, he will come to me and say "write from the heart, you don't need a school for this." It makes sense, because now I write from the heart and everything flows smoothly like blood in the veins running smoothly in and out of my heart. The pulse in this writing is the heart beats that continuously nudge my souls existence.I became a channel for light consciousness and I can't wait till I publish my first book.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Sunday, January 23, 2011

dream of whales




Amazing dreams that I had watching the children plays with the whales, feeling connected to this huge amazing mammals. I felt joy and connection to the vast universe while I watch them play and interact. What does this mean for me? I looked at the meaning of whales in dreams and stumble to the deeper meaning of these symbols, it is about intuition and unconscious part of my self.

Lately, I was not actively teaching Akashic and just wanted to take a break and I found myself being called to a group of spiritual light workers to teach again. Then I felt my blood rush and this ignited my fire of passion, this is what I love to do. We can't run away from what we are suppose to do, just do it without hesitation and courage to overcome others expectations and validations for your self. We don't really need this because we are the only ones who will live this lifetime, why care about other people's opinion. Be yourself and carry out the life that you intend to do.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Fasting to detoxify



Today I'm fasting for three days, physically and spiritually it helps me detoxifies my energetic field. Physically I cleansed my systems and drink a lot of fluids to flush out these toxins that's been stagnant inside my body. Spiritually I love the feeling of emptiness and as I do this fasting I'm also meditating and writing my book. Listening to beautiful music, lighted candles and easy time with my loved ones and cats make me feel loved and in a beautiful space of detachment with the world.

I also went back to the Master key courses and soaking the teachings in these twenty four weeks of studies. It makes me focus my intention to bring out my heart's desires. Being in this retreat in my own home makes me feel connected and align to my true self. The silence that I feel is so surreal, it feels so good within. Being instead of doing taking you to a more heightened sense of self.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird