Losing your child

Today I woke up and opened this blog. Wow! I haven't been here since 2013, that was a long break:) I like this blog to be personal more on just being me. Like a child, innocent and say what she feels like saying without any censor or filter.

Being a child of 10, I had difficulty to be heard. I had to scream to get attention. But now in my 50's I find that I like to listen than scream for attention. Last night, my heart was deeply touched by a client's sister who was very sick at a young age. I see the suffering of the whole family. Especially the mother who knows that her child might be taken away anytime.

I remember seeing my mother went through this ordeal. The only light and faith that helped her was that mother Mary appeared to her giving her showers of roses and made my mom felt that her son would be fine in the other world.

As I did energy healing for the patient last night, there was an inner voice that told me, go and see the mother. We sat down and realized that the mother's past was surrounded with death and it was the main theme of her life story. As 9 yrs old she witnessed the death of her own mother. And recreated that fear and grief all through her adult yrs, suffered through the lost of her 5 children. Now, how is this suffering different from the other lost that she had?

The daughter that is suffering right now is actually an incarnate angel, she came here to be with her mother and her soul wants to break open the mother's heart to let go of the sorrows and griefs that she had been carrying all through her 70 yrs. To feel lighter, be guilt free and know that she is not responsible for all her loss. What a beautiful story of unconditional love.

As I went through my night, I realized how our souls are so wise and expansive. We come here for reasons that are beyond our comprehension. When we put all the dots in the design, we connect to the grand design of our lives. Taking the time to listen and asking questions like: Why am I here? What is my lesson? What is the pattern in this situation? What is my purpose? What is my heart's desires and soul's purpose? These questions bring us step closer to our calling, the fire that ignites our heart.

Don't resist this life but let it unfold your beauty. You are beautiful beyond this form. A spark of creation that lights up the world. Shine that magnificent light to others. You are a star in this vast and wondrous universe. Be a star!

Blessings of hope,
Teza

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Enchantment evening on my birthday

Today as I prepare for my birthday night, I bought cards that have fairies, unicorns and mermaids that have beautiful messages for me. I believe in fairies, they come to me in my dreams and whispers to me messages. They connect me to my inner child and wonderland.
 One day I actually got lost in the woods and believed these fairies took me for a "trip". As I got lost for 2 hrs, my family and friends were worried about my safety. I remembered panicking at first knowing that I'm lost and wondering how can I get out of here? I just went along and played with the journey, picking up berries along the way. Walking on top of huge branches of trees along the river banks. Seeing the most wild leaves and beautiful flowers around the forest. That day was the most profound adventure with the fairies.

On my birthdays I come to Harrison Hot Spring to reflect on my year's memories. It recharges me, I feel blessed and grateful for all my loved ones and blessings that I've received. This year is really awesome, my dream come true, I've published a book "Universal Conscious Self"! And tonight I'm editing on my other book "Star Lotus" which is the first book that I've actually had written. There is a strong pull and calling for me to finish this and have it out there.

I usually light up candles, incense, put my fairies statues up with the cards, make crystal grids, and meditate, put my intentions for the year and send my love the world. It is my enchantment evening with myself on my birthday. There is something different tonight, I have my lover Kevin to join me which is an answer to my longing last year. Another dream come true, thank you my fairies!:))

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Prophecy about the Philippines

Today I had messages from Archangels Jophiel and Michael, there is no time to lose, move forward and release your Star Lotus book. Wow! that is big for me because this book that was written since 2010 is still here unedited, few editors tried but it doesn't seem to complete. They said this is not mine to keep and that I`m not perfect and it can be release as unedited version. It makes sense, so I asked Cheryl my partner in illustration and graphic arts that we are going to release this book no matter what. What brought this about is the calamity in the Philippines.

Way back in 2010, I had this vision of a big catastrophe coming in the Philippines. I panicked and told my family and close friends about it. I wanted to go home and want to teach Akashic Records in the Philippines. They said they are not ready for it, just stay here and continue what I`m doing. Then, in Feb 2012, I wanted to go home permanently and to stay at my brother's mango plantation. To live simple, teach Filipinos and gather them in the land. I had this vivid vision that I'm taking all these people in the plantation and having these spiritual teachings.

This is what I see that is happening, these souls that died are angels. They have contracts that they will die in this big calamity in order to wake up a lot of people. Most people are experiencing griefs, sorrows and sufferings because they have not awaken to their souls purpose. When you see the bigger picture of your existence, you know that we actually don't die. We are eternal souls, we die physically but our souls are Divine. Now, God is in nature, in everything and our consciousness needs to evolve into a higher frequency of vibration to exist in harmony, peace and love. When devastation happens, they serve as portals for awakenings our souls. That as human beings we need to align to our higher selves and our Divinity, which is compassion, kindness, unconditional love for all sentient beings.

Let us take time to reflect on how we make use of our time here and now. What are the gifts bestowed upon us and how do we use them? What can we do to make a difference in others? Do we radiate light and give love to others? We are here to share our gifts and blessings to others, let us start by loving ourselves unconditionally. Be compassionate, kind and gentle to others. There is no time to lose, do it now.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Dreams come true

I just love to reflect on what I've done this last week, after hosting an event in the Vancouver Body,

Soul and Spirit Expo. I'm in awe on what transpired in my life right now. So many souls that I touched and many more coming my way. How I love to share this light and fire that I feel within my heart that ignites when I'm with others. It inspires me to reach out to everyone. When we model this light, the other person feels it and remember it's true self. I'm very grateful for my life and the souls that are here to experience this amazing awakening with our Divine consciousness.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird