Today I woke up and opened this blog. Wow! I haven't been here since 2013, that was a long break:) I like this blog to be personal more on just being me. Like a child, innocent and say what she feels like saying without any censor or filter.
Being a child of 10, I had difficulty to be heard. I had to scream to get attention. But now in my 50's I find that I like to listen than scream for attention. Last night, my heart was deeply touched by a client's sister who was very sick at a young age. I see the suffering of the whole family. Especially the mother who knows that her child might be taken away anytime.
I remember seeing my mother went through this ordeal. The only light and faith that helped her was that mother Mary appeared to her giving her showers of roses and made my mom felt that her son would be fine in the other world.
As I did energy healing for the patient last night, there was an inner voice that told me, go and see the mother. We sat down and realized that the mother's past was surrounded with death and it was the main theme of her life story. As 9 yrs old she witnessed the death of her own mother. And recreated that fear and grief all through her adult yrs, suffered through the lost of her 5 children. Now, how is this suffering different from the other lost that she had?
The daughter that is suffering right now is actually an incarnate angel, she came here to be with her mother and her soul wants to break open the mother's heart to let go of the sorrows and griefs that she had been carrying all through her 70 yrs. To feel lighter, be guilt free and know that she is not responsible for all her loss. What a beautiful story of unconditional love.
As I went through my night, I realized how our souls are so wise and expansive. We come here for reasons that are beyond our comprehension. When we put all the dots in the design, we connect to the grand design of our lives. Taking the time to listen and asking questions like: Why am I here? What is my lesson? What is the pattern in this situation? What is my purpose? What is my heart's desires and soul's purpose? These questions bring us step closer to our calling, the fire that ignites our heart.
Don't resist this life but let it unfold your beauty. You are beautiful beyond this form. A spark of creation that lights up the world. Shine that magnificent light to others. You are a star in this vast and wondrous universe. Be a star!
Blessings of hope,
Teza
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