Yesterday I received a message that my Papa is in comatose, shocked but not really because I dreamt of "coffin" three days in a row. It's not easy to let go and let God takes its course. I was communicating with a friend to help her ease the pain of losing a cat and in the middle of this, I didn't know that my words will fall upon my path and learn the lesson of letting go...
In my journey when I'm about to lose someone close to me, a cat seems to come my way, out of the blue I get a call that there's a kitten waiting for me. Yesterday, when I received the news about my Papa, "Oscar" came to my home from the Animal Rescue. They are my cat angels, he put me to sleep last night with purring sounds and slept close to my heart.
Today, I will take the time to love myself, to just be and soak in my Papa's love. I know it's not easy for anyone to lose someone but in my heart I'm more closer to him because he will be with me in spirit and every moment I wake up and sleep I know he will be watching me always.
It's funny how half of my lifetime was spent soaking in "victim consciousness" when all along the lesson of forgiveness is what I was trying to find. My Papa gave me this special gift of unconditional love and forgiveness within your heart. When he signed this contract to be my father, he signed for something big because this is the lesson in this lifetime that I want to fulfill. Not knowing, looking at the bigger picture after all these years of pain I forgot to oversee the biggest lesson that I'm trying to find..forgiveness and mercy.
To let go of pain and let God takes us to the path of love and forgiveness, this is my souls purpose and every moment of my life I make sure that I have love and light to share to anyone I meet. Take care of your loved ones and say "I love you!" you never know when your time is up...
Is anybody there?
Hummingbird
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