Why do you keep hurting your heart?

Today I woke up from a dream and I heard this voice asking me, "why do you keep hurting your heart?" It was so surreal and I ask myself this question as the day goes by. I had this dream about watching a girl so angry and was attacking me then I felt her pain and heartache. Then I heard the voice, for me dreams are my guides to the unknown territory of my psyche and subconscious.

The lesson for me is not to take anything personal, meaning when I'm in a relationship and the other person is feeling something that is not positive. I should realize that his or her emotions is not mine but it's coming from their emotional fields. I'm just a projection and an observer of their drama. I should not take it personal because I know my truth and good intentions. To know that my heart is a field or space of love and to allow pain is not for my highest good. Knowing this, I will not hurt my heart anymore because I love myself. I will center and focus on the positive energy that I am. Love is the answer to all illusions. We are light beings, let's make our journeys light and experience harmony instead of conflict.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Why people don't heal?

This question is in my mind as I visited my ex boyfriend's family tonight. Seeing his mother in back pain and how she doesn't recognize that her body is talking to her. First of all, I love it when my exes and I get along well. I never thought that I will be in this space of unconditional love and no attachment to past and just enjoy the loving people in my life. These people are in my path because they are gifts and I just enjoy and love their company. As I love the food that she cooked for us for dinner, I also love her dearly. In my heart she is my mother.

While I was giving her a massage, she was moaning in pain and I truly feel bad that she is in this condition. I just wonder why she doesn't listen to her body? She even was startled when I told her that her body is talking to her. And she said really? I said yes, the pain is telling you that you are not taking care of yourself. You need to pay attention why you are having pain? and where are the body parts that are communicating with you. I believe if people pay attention to themselves and simply listen to their body parts and communicate, their dis-ease will be diagnose and prevented. Health is our wealth and if we put attention to others stuff than our body, our vehicle will be run down and we will end up suffering. Listen to your body and communicate, it will reveal to you why you are in pain and how you can help to ease your burden.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Expansive self

Today it just dawn on me why do I have a conflict with sharing my spirituality and how much will it cost the person to reach me. Why do I have this separation anxiety but know that I'm always provided? I also know that this is a karmic bond from the past vows that I had in my past lives as a nun and with this archetype energy there is some disconnection that happens between my manifestation and creation.

First of all I have to be true to myself, as a healer I know it is a gift to have this and to think that I will charge for my gift from the Source is just beyond my mind. It's too funny sometimes because my own children think it's ridiculous to help others for free but I feel good in my heart that I'm able to do this.

Today I found my solution, my intention is to reach the mass unconscious state of humanity and to be able to bring them into alignment with their truth and Source. This create a space of inner peace and knowing in me that I'm align to my truth and Source. I finally realized that my disconnection came from an excuse to be responsible for others. To be more expansive I now self realize that I can do whatever truth resonates within my being. I have this grand vision of helping millions of souls to tap into their Akashic Records as their path of healing. To connect with this vision, I committed my soul's intention with my vision which is to be expansive and Universal.

I now declare to the Universe that I'm expansive and magnificent healer that has the power to reach the mass unconscious state of humanity and bring them into alignment to their truth and Source! Be it done!

Biology of perception

Listening to Bruce Lipton speaks about the Biology of Perception gives me the connection of how the Biology of our human function connects to the perception of our mind consciousness and how it creates the shift and changes in our healing modality. The stimulus response of how the cell works made it easier to see how environmental factors or signals create the process of what we call life and that genes are not the only controlling factors that affect some one's condition. With the new Genetic Engineering Genes that is involve with the new Biology that the scientists are now discovering with the Quantum Physics as well, we are now in the threshold of merging Science and Spirituality. The field that Scientists are talking about and the higher power or force that the spiritualist are believing have now somehow found a common ground. The living matrix of all sentient organisms that are here are part of the big bang, universal, cosmic love and the creation that we are in.

The spontaneous healing of the beliefs, the subconscious mind that we seldom know that is creating what is hidden from within, knowing that perceptions controls behavior, genes and rewrites genes is a crucial step in healing illness and diseases.
When we are aware that we are the creators of our realities, health and condition, we give power to our subconscious mind to be conscious of our actions and reactions to all that is. Life has everything, perceptions are our filters and we can do whatever we desire to manifest when we transform these to clearer, healthier, better, happier and empowered filters of our life. Ask your self are your perceptions geared towards love or fear? Create love and be happy with your choices to evolve then it creates a rippling effect to those around you to transform and shift their own perceptions.

Looking @ the bigger picture!

I'm back to Vancouver and as you can see I literally wasn't able to write as my days in the Philippines were spent more on outings than writing. The energy in Asia is so grounding, the people are heart warming and quite infectious to your soul. Now I know why my father decided to rest in peace in a country where there is true love. I've experienced spirituality to the max, there is no need to do but enjoy your life and laugh.

As I continue my work as a Wounded Healer, I finally see the bigger picture of my life. It is simple, to live, love and laugh with people as you love yourself is the secret to living a full life. The pain and sufferings happen when you don't self realized that the magnet is you. So in order to find the treasure house you have to let go of your issues and live life to the fullest.

Forgiveness is the key to my healing and it is not difficult to attain when you allow love inside your heart and see the bigger picture of your life. Let go and let love reign in your life!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird