Bitter sweet life of a mystic

The bitter sweet life of a mystic, I experienced this with the "holy raptures" that I go through, the sweet climactic expulsion of my soul communing with the Divine, while my children seems to experience chaos and brokenness regarding who truly their mother is. I am in the state of just letting go and knowing that this is a part of unlayering the illusions that our humanity had to go through not only my children but as a whole era that we are in. The mind conditioning and our perceptions of what is real and what is not.

Our mind can only grasp what our mind consciousness can reach but to tap into the Divine consciousness you have to be able to completely let go of your "self" because you are the blockage that prevents you from seeing the truth of who you are. The spirit that longs to know and eternally quench for God's love.

We are channels for grace, our life is a continuum of God's infinite love for us. We are here to love, have joy in our hearts, peace in our mind, truth in our words, freedom in our spirit, and trust to Almighty God that we as the creations will be able to cherish and treasure all that is within and all that is in our external world as gate keepers of other souls who wish to cross the bridge of flood.

May you find solace in your daily communal with God, balance in your walks, endurance for the judgements that you receive, tolerance for others and mercy for their souls. As they do not know what they are doing, you will be the vessel of hope to those who needs your guidance and love.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Inner castles!

Listening to the INNER CASTLES of Dr. Caroline Myss these days, brings me back to my old soul St. Teresa of Avila. I know from the bottom of my heart and soul that I knew her because I experience the same mysticism that she went through. I also believe that her soul was my previous lifetime in Spain come to think of it my roots are from Spain. Even though it's pride that I say these things, I do believe in my past life that I was a Saint. I told this to my partners in life but they just can't comprehend these "grand illusions"...I don't blame them because, only a mystic can understand what a "rapture" means.

The isolation that I go through to be with God is beyond comprehension, beyond the 5 senses that human beings are born with. It lso exceeds the 6th sense, it is a climactic exultation of the soul, one in unison with the Divine. I've experienced these many times and I ask God not to take me yet as I want to pave the way for my children here and the rest of humanity.

There was a period of my life that I want everyone to know what I experienced and so they had accused me of being somewhat "broken" needless did they know that they have a "broken understanding" of the soul. The mind can only grasp so much, this is beyond reason and logic, behind that mind consciousness lies God's Divine will and love. We are far behind from this "soul's perspective" that I call. If we look at life from this point of view, you would be surprise of what you can accomplish in this lifetime.

Every moments is a communication and interaction with God, you see the faces of God within each others faces. Love is light, you don't carry a burden or baggage from the material world, you feel like water that flows from the ocean of love. The ebbs and flows of the sea will take you to this "sea of God's love".

Whatever you do, do it with compassion, passion for the love of God and you will never find inner conflict as you will feel the love and breeze of God's ocean of love. Be loved!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird