Losing your child

Today I woke up and opened this blog. Wow! I haven't been here since 2013, that was a long break:) I like this blog to be personal more on just being me. Like a child, innocent and say what she feels like saying without any censor or filter.

Being a child of 10, I had difficulty to be heard. I had to scream to get attention. But now in my 50's I find that I like to listen than scream for attention. Last night, my heart was deeply touched by a client's sister who was very sick at a young age. I see the suffering of the whole family. Especially the mother who knows that her child might be taken away anytime.

I remember seeing my mother went through this ordeal. The only light and faith that helped her was that mother Mary appeared to her giving her showers of roses and made my mom felt that her son would be fine in the other world.

As I did energy healing for the patient last night, there was an inner voice that told me, go and see the mother. We sat down and realized that the mother's past was surrounded with death and it was the main theme of her life story. As 9 yrs old she witnessed the death of her own mother. And recreated that fear and grief all through her adult yrs, suffered through the lost of her 5 children. Now, how is this suffering different from the other lost that she had?

The daughter that is suffering right now is actually an incarnate angel, she came here to be with her mother and her soul wants to break open the mother's heart to let go of the sorrows and griefs that she had been carrying all through her 70 yrs. To feel lighter, be guilt free and know that she is not responsible for all her loss. What a beautiful story of unconditional love.

As I went through my night, I realized how our souls are so wise and expansive. We come here for reasons that are beyond our comprehension. When we put all the dots in the design, we connect to the grand design of our lives. Taking the time to listen and asking questions like: Why am I here? What is my lesson? What is the pattern in this situation? What is my purpose? What is my heart's desires and soul's purpose? These questions bring us step closer to our calling, the fire that ignites our heart.

Don't resist this life but let it unfold your beauty. You are beautiful beyond this form. A spark of creation that lights up the world. Shine that magnificent light to others. You are a star in this vast and wondrous universe. Be a star!

Blessings of hope,
Teza

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Enchantment evening on my birthday

Today as I prepare for my birthday night, I bought cards that have fairies, unicorns and mermaids that have beautiful messages for me. I believe in fairies, they come to me in my dreams and whispers to me messages. They connect me to my inner child and wonderland.
 One day I actually got lost in the woods and believed these fairies took me for a "trip". As I got lost for 2 hrs, my family and friends were worried about my safety. I remembered panicking at first knowing that I'm lost and wondering how can I get out of here? I just went along and played with the journey, picking up berries along the way. Walking on top of huge branches of trees along the river banks. Seeing the most wild leaves and beautiful flowers around the forest. That day was the most profound adventure with the fairies.

On my birthdays I come to Harrison Hot Spring to reflect on my year's memories. It recharges me, I feel blessed and grateful for all my loved ones and blessings that I've received. This year is really awesome, my dream come true, I've published a book "Universal Conscious Self"! And tonight I'm editing on my other book "Star Lotus" which is the first book that I've actually had written. There is a strong pull and calling for me to finish this and have it out there.

I usually light up candles, incense, put my fairies statues up with the cards, make crystal grids, and meditate, put my intentions for the year and send my love the world. It is my enchantment evening with myself on my birthday. There is something different tonight, I have my lover Kevin to join me which is an answer to my longing last year. Another dream come true, thank you my fairies!:))

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Prophecy about the Philippines

Today I had messages from Archangels Jophiel and Michael, there is no time to lose, move forward and release your Star Lotus book. Wow! that is big for me because this book that was written since 2010 is still here unedited, few editors tried but it doesn't seem to complete. They said this is not mine to keep and that I`m not perfect and it can be release as unedited version. It makes sense, so I asked Cheryl my partner in illustration and graphic arts that we are going to release this book no matter what. What brought this about is the calamity in the Philippines.

Way back in 2010, I had this vision of a big catastrophe coming in the Philippines. I panicked and told my family and close friends about it. I wanted to go home and want to teach Akashic Records in the Philippines. They said they are not ready for it, just stay here and continue what I`m doing. Then, in Feb 2012, I wanted to go home permanently and to stay at my brother's mango plantation. To live simple, teach Filipinos and gather them in the land. I had this vivid vision that I'm taking all these people in the plantation and having these spiritual teachings.

This is what I see that is happening, these souls that died are angels. They have contracts that they will die in this big calamity in order to wake up a lot of people. Most people are experiencing griefs, sorrows and sufferings because they have not awaken to their souls purpose. When you see the bigger picture of your existence, you know that we actually don't die. We are eternal souls, we die physically but our souls are Divine. Now, God is in nature, in everything and our consciousness needs to evolve into a higher frequency of vibration to exist in harmony, peace and love. When devastation happens, they serve as portals for awakenings our souls. That as human beings we need to align to our higher selves and our Divinity, which is compassion, kindness, unconditional love for all sentient beings.

Let us take time to reflect on how we make use of our time here and now. What are the gifts bestowed upon us and how do we use them? What can we do to make a difference in others? Do we radiate light and give love to others? We are here to share our gifts and blessings to others, let us start by loving ourselves unconditionally. Be compassionate, kind and gentle to others. There is no time to lose, do it now.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Dreams come true

I just love to reflect on what I've done this last week, after hosting an event in the Vancouver Body,

Soul and Spirit Expo. I'm in awe on what transpired in my life right now. So many souls that I touched and many more coming my way. How I love to share this light and fire that I feel within my heart that ignites when I'm with others. It inspires me to reach out to everyone. When we model this light, the other person feels it and remember it's true self. I'm very grateful for my life and the souls that are here to experience this amazing awakening with our Divine consciousness.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Creating patterns of good vibes (+playlist)

Being grateful for all my blessings!

Today as the sun shines I feel the warmth and love of Gaia. There are a lot of things that I'm grateful for in my lifetime. I'm grateful for my existence surrounded by loving souls that touch the core being of my essence. The gifts from the universal energy that fills my body, mind, heart and soul. The creativity and passion that ignites the fire in me to share love and light in this world. The kindness and compassion that I have for all sentient beings. The dance of joy and delight to be in the company of kindred souls. I'm grateful for the universal Source for all of these gifts that I receive, thank you everyone for participating in my existence!

Blessings of love and light!
Teza

Why do you keep hurting your heart?

Today I woke up from a dream and I heard this voice asking me, "why do you keep hurting your heart?" It was so surreal and I ask myself this question as the day goes by. I had this dream about watching a girl so angry and was attacking me then I felt her pain and heartache. Then I heard the voice, for me dreams are my guides to the unknown territory of my psyche and subconscious.

The lesson for me is not to take anything personal, meaning when I'm in a relationship and the other person is feeling something that is not positive. I should realize that his or her emotions is not mine but it's coming from their emotional fields. I'm just a projection and an observer of their drama. I should not take it personal because I know my truth and good intentions. To know that my heart is a field or space of love and to allow pain is not for my highest good. Knowing this, I will not hurt my heart anymore because I love myself. I will center and focus on the positive energy that I am. Love is the answer to all illusions. We are light beings, let's make our journeys light and experience harmony instead of conflict.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Akashic Records Healing Group

Shift into your higher self

How do you shift into your higher self? By connecting to you passion and gifts, you will integrate into your higher self. Don't let others opinions distract you from following your bliss. Focus on your vision and believe that it is here now. Every step that you take brings you into the fruition of your dreams. You are here to experience love and shine your light upon others.

Your higher self is the calling of your Soul, the fire that ignites within your heart. When you are connected to your higher self, you will be living your highest potential whatever that might be.Take one day at a time to align yourself. Meditate and call your spiritual guides to energize yourself in the most amazing transformational times of our evolution of consciousness.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Choose love

Why do I choose love? Because this is the only thing that is real. There are other things that will blind you for what it is. But love is the essence of our existence, our core being, within and our external reality. When we choose love, we expand our light and help others in recognizing their own truth.We are here to experience love whatever form it takes. Be it love for animals, plants, Music, Art, family or friends. We are here to know love and this exist within our own knowing. Love resides within and if we keep looking outside of us and expect others to give love to us, we are blindsided. This love is us with the Source of all that is.When you are in a conflict ask yourself, how can I shift this into harmonious relationship within myself? What is the reflection of this mirror within myself? What is the shadow of myself that needs some light? Bring this into your awareness and let the light shine upon your shadows. Choose love over fear, this will bring you much more blessings than you can imagine of. Receive and share this love abundantly and you will find miracles in your lifetime.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Losing Oskie

Last night, Oskie was found dead in front of my neighbor's door. I felt heaviness around my heart and head. What a short life, he was only 3 yr old. Ironically speaking, my last video on you tube site was about "Insights on Grief" needless do I know that it was meant for me. At work I was surrounded by death and was asking myself what does this mean to me personally? Oskie was a gift of love and wisdom. He woke me up to what is real and important in this lifetime. The relationships that I have with sentient beings, animals, plants and all the magnificent creations that we are blessed with. Taking time to choose love not fear, embracing the rawness of life like vulnerabilities and allowing others to show and share their compassion for each and everyone of us. I was overwhelmed with the love from my neighbors when they showed up and shared with my sorrows. We were watching Oskie's last video, lighted a candle and said our goodbyes to him. He was loved!

Thank you Oskie for showing me the way to live in the moment truly embracing compassion and kindness. Thank you for being you! Always wanting love and attention, purring like a rotor, soft and beautiful orange fur coat that you have, you are beautiful and forever I will treasure you in my heart and soul! Beloved be in peace and joy!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Where did time go?

Tonight I realized that I have not written on my personal blog, what just happen? So busy with lots of changes and shift in my own little world. Since Dec 2012 I started teaching Akashic Records and dedicated my time twice a month to teach others how to access their own Records. As I help others my life receives so much blessings from the Source or God. The flow of students became evident to me that I'm being called to do this, there were 27 students and every time I put up a meet up, it fills up right away. This is a good sign from the universe:) I'm in awe of these gifts and will always forever be grateful for receiving these manifestations in my lifetime.

I find that my healing gifts are more pronounced, when I surrender to the Divine energy and Source of love and light. As these students of spirituality come to my abode I feel so loved by the universe. These souls are given to me to receive more love, light and inner peace. My heart fills up with joy every time I touched others souls paths and make a difference in their journeys. Thank you Divine love for sharing this precious souls to my path.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Simple life

I love spending time with my loving friends and children. Wealth for me is how I treasure these people that are in my lifetime. They are put into my soul's journey because they are gifts to be treasure and I'm grateful for all these people. Today I found a space for the meet ups that I founded since 2009 and choose to serve this group every Thursday evenings for healing, sharing spiritual experiences as service of my existence. When I serve and give my time and energy I receive so much more from the source. My heart is full of joy, I have inner peace and unconditional love with my self and others. There is oneness and I feel blessed for all these miracles in my life. Thank you God for all these abundant blessings!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Sharing the gifts of healing

How time flies and can't believe I've never written here for a while..now I'm back and sharing my vulnerable self:) this blog is more about my intimate emotions, about what's going on in my personal life, I guess for awhile I didn't wanna share that part of me. Here it goes, for the last 6 months I've decided to make my life simple. Closed my Akashic Records healing and just travel around Asia, Philippines and China and recently New York. Suddenly there was a shift, calling that was too obvious to ignore. People were emailing and calling me for healing, I can't resist the calls. I've open my heart and soul to this calling and feels great to be back. I feel energized to be able to share these gifts. There is a pronounced energy healing that takes place when I open the Akashic Records, the client receives this healing and I feel where the blockage is. Receive messages to tell to the client and find bliss and inner peace at the end of the session. Thank you God and the universal energy that I'm one with all that is.

 Is anybody there? Hummingbird

Power of manifestation

Today is a powerful and true blessings for manifestation. I was praying and wondering how to go about paying an editor for the two books that I am longing to publish to help others who are suffering in the dark. A dear friend of mine lend me today the money that will cover for expenses for the publishing, what a miracle!

The other day my girl friend asks me the formula for abundance and manifestation and I gave her this formula. Intention + Increase Love = Universal Abundance. This means when we align ourselves with the intention of our higher selves, coming from soul's perspective, we are in congruent with our soul. There is only love and no doubt or fear should occupy the space of your Divine heart. Because as Jesus said your faith should not waver, asks as if you already received it. The love is about our unconditional love for ourselves. When we know to the core that we are loved and that God loves us, there is no space and time between us and God. We are govern by the Universal Laws and the Law of attraction or Manifestation abides when one is align to their highest potential.

My experience is amazing and that the power of the Holy Spirit can transcend anything that is beyond our understanding. Ask and it shall be given to you!

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Cherish the people around you

Today I'm reflecting and grateful to all the people that touch my heart and soul. Having them around and listening to their heart warming stories makes me melt and in awe that I'm in their presence. Love to have them around and giving little service of my self makes me feel good inside. These people that come to my life are my soul mates and they are like threads interwoven in the pattern of my soul tapestry.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird

Vulnerability is a gift

Tonight as I reflect on my meetings with other beautiful souls, vulnerability came up and I was actually in awe of this gift. That this is a gift of strenght and courage, to be able to speak from the heart. When you are vulnerable, you expose your truth, authentic self and there is no pretense. Such a beautiful gift to be in this space of honesty and sharing your weak spots so to speak. I truly admire people who are vulnerable and never thought of this as a strength and to see this in a different light.

Is anybody there?
Hummingbird